Today is a day when I know that God has not forgotten about me.  I have done some stupid stuff that has had led to two funky situations.  I should be stressing out about them, but I am not.  I screwed stuff up.....let me write this one more time.  I SCREWED THIS STUFF UP, not God, not something else.....just ME.  I know that it will all be straightened out one way or another.  I also know that I will never put myself in this position again.  I was in a deep valley (for me) of darkness for far too long.  I finally came out of it about a week and a half ago.  Because of that state of mind, things became more than I could handle and I let important things go by the wayside.  Do I feel a little discomfort, I would be telling a lie if I said I didn't.  I also know that God knew I was going to do what I did and had already put a plan in place for me to learn a valuable lesson and to work out my foolishness. Once again, I did not let go and let God. My faith and trust in Him was tested and I got an "F" for being foolish.

Have you taken a moment to thank your Higher Power today?

I thank God:
- for having patience with His foolish child (that would be me)
- for providing help for my foolishness
- for keeping me alive as I walked in blindness
- for giving me another chance to get it right
- for allowing me to awake in good health
- for not forgetting about me

"Nothing is so wretched or foolish as to anticipate misfortunes. What madness is it to be expecting evil before it comes."  ~ Lucius Annaeus Seneca