A Diva aging like fine wine...

Sometimes I feel like I am standing still and the world is flying around me at a gazillion miles a second and I feel loss, helpless and inadequate, but you know what?  The world is not like that. That is my perception of what is going on and it is my low self esteem and fear of failure that is aiding and abetting my thought processes. Some would say, and they could be right, that it is the devil. However, devil or no devil, I know only one person can stop the foolishness of my own thinking and, guess whoooooooo that is? ME!